Thursday, October 31, 2024

Mark 10:46-52: More Disappointing To Never Ask

Then they came to Jericho. As Jesus and his disciples, together with a large crowd, were leaving the city, a blind man, Bartimaeus (which means “son of Timaeus”), was sitting by the roadside begging. When he heard that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to shout, “Jesus, Son of David, have mercy on me!”

Many rebuked him and told him to be quiet, but he shouted all the more, “Son of David, have mercy on me!”

Jesus stopped and said, “Call him.”

So they called to the blind man, “Cheer up! On your feet! He’s calling you.” Throwing his cloak aside, he jumped to his feet and came to Jesus.

“What do you want me to do for you?” Jesus asked him.

The blind man said, “Rabbi, I want to see.”

“Go,” said Jesus, “your faith has healed you.” Immediately he received his sight and followed Jesus along the road. - Mark 10:46-52

 I think that people who are living with a person with some sort of weakness often have a co-dependent relationship with the people around them. That is, when they try to do something different or get out of the environment that they are in, the other people rally around to keep them in that situation. The people in Jericho that day, they were comfortable with Bartimaeus the beggar. He was always there at the gate, asking for coins outside the city gate. He heard the sounds around Jesus the Messiah coming through town and made a play on the mercy of Jesus. The people told him to be quiet. This was Jesus and here he was making a bad final impression on the rabbi leaving town. They didn't need him healed, but they did need Jesus. So they told him to stay back.

But he went against them and continued to call out for Jesus. Who knows what he was actually expecting to happen. Maybe he thought Jesus, as a good rabbi, would give him some money. Maybe he thought by calling Jesus the Messiah ('son of David') he might get something more.  Interestingly, Jesus didn't pay attention to the crowds, but listened to the noisy, annoying shouts of the beggar. Amid all that noise, Jesus picked Bartimaeus' voice. 

He was bold. When told that Jesus' stopped, he went quickly. When asked what he wanted by Jesus, he asked boldly, not for the easy ask, but for his sight back. And Jesus gave it to him because of his faith--his trust--that Jesus could actually do it.

I think we are sometimes hesitant to ask God for things. He is not obligated to give anything. But sometimes the very act of asking says that we believe God could do it, if he wanted. Not asking is to express doubt that God would ever turn his favor on us. It is disappointing to have God say 'No' to something we prayed for, but it is even more disappointing to have us never ask.


Hebrews 7:23-28: No Term Limits for Jesus

Now there have been many of those priests, since death prevented them from continuing in office; but because Jesus lives forever, he has a permanent priesthood. Therefore he is able to save completely those who come to God through him, because he always lives to intercede for them.

Such a high priest truly meets our need—one who is holy, blameless, pure, set apart from sinners, exalted above the heavens. Unlike the other high priests, he does not need to offer sacrifices day after day, first for his own sins, and then for the sins of the people. He sacrificed for their sins once for all when he offered himself. For the law appoints as high priests men in all their weakness; but the oath, which came after the law, appointed the Son, who has been made perfect forever. - Hebrews 7:23-28

The Pharisees of Jesus time had two conflicting problems: how to maintain the  relative peace (albeit under the thumb of the Romans) and how to disrupt that peace if the Messiah should come.  The New Testament period featured several attempts by would-be Messiahs to push the Romans out. These attempts would continue with the armed uprising in 70 AD continuing until about AD 135 with the final rebellion led by Simon Bar Kokhba. That means, shortly after Hebrews was written, the temple was destroyed, all residents of Jerusalem were forcibly exiled and foreigners were settled in much of Israel. No temple, no Jerusalem and no land. 

This was partly the result of unresolved tensions, not between Israel and Rome, but within Judaism itself. Since the time of Moses, Israel understood the the priesthood was supposed to be held by descendants of Aaron, from the tribe of Levi and the after the time of King Saul, the kingship was supposed to be held by descendants of David, from the tribe of Judah. But in the time of Jesus, the king (King Herod) was not a Jew at all. He did not report to God but instead directly reported to Caesar.  In the time of Jesus, the temple was not the first temple (build by David), nor the second temple (build after Nehemiah and Ezra), but a third temple built by this king Herod and governed by high priests hand picked by the king. Herod installed a rotating line up of Sadducees as high priest who we more liberal in their outlook and who accommodated Herod's moral failings (see John the Baptist!).

Into this setting, the author of Hebrew asserts that Jesus was superior to all of the high priests, past or present. He also wasn't a Levite (like Herod) but the author asserts that he comes from another priestly lineage--one whom pre-dated even their forefathers Abraham, Moses or Aaron-Melchezidek. He performed sacrifices, interceded with God and accepted the tithes of Abraham.

Priests acted as intermediaries between God and man, a bridge between the worlds, meeting the requirements of both the holiness of God and the participation in the suffering of man. As Hebrews says, "Such a high priest truly meets our need—one who is holy, blameless, pure, set apart from sinners, exalted above the heavens." Jesus did these perfectly. He can hear our prayers, sympathize with our weakness and lead us into righteousness. And he can do this always because he still lives and he didn't get replaced when his "term" was over. 

To me, the part that speaks most closely to my heart is that he can sympathize with the weakness that comes from being human and what comes from being tempted.  (not just the weakness due to sin) Hebrews says he can empathize with us and deal gently with us. "For we do not have a high priest who is unable to empathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who has been tempted in every way, just as we are—yet he did not sin." (Hebrews 4:15) and "He is able to deal gently with those who are ignorant and are going astray, since he himself is subject to weakness." (Hebrews 5:2) Frankly, this is what I hope for-not a strict moralist but a loving savior.

Job 42:1-17: That's The Genius of God

Then Job replied to the Lord: “I know that you can do all things; no purpose of yours can be thwarted. You asked, ‘Who is this that obscures my plans without knowledge?’  Surely I spoke of things I did not understand, things too wonderful for me to know. “You said, ‘Listen now, and I will speak; I will question you, and you shall answer me.’ My ears had heard of you but now my eyes have seen you. Therefore I despise myself and repent in dust and ashes.”

After the Lord had said these things to Job, he said to Eliphaz the Temanite, “I am angry with you and your two friends, because you have not spoken the truth about me, as my servant Job has. So now take seven bulls and seven rams and go to my servant Job and sacrifice a burnt offering for yourselves. My servant Job will pray for you, and I will accept his prayer and not deal with you according to your folly. You have not spoken the truth about me, as my servant Job has.” So Eliphaz the Temanite, Bildad the Shuhite and Zophar the Naamathite did what the Lord told them; and the Lord accepted Job’s prayer.

After Job had prayed for his friends, the Lord restored his fortunes and gave him twice as much as he had before. All his brothers and sisters and everyone who had known him before came and ate with him in his house. They comforted and consoled him over all the trouble the Lord had brought on him, and each one gave him a piece of silver and a gold ring. The Lord blessed the latter part of Job’s life more than the former part. He had fourteen thousand sheep, six thousand camels, a thousand yoke of oxen and a thousand donkeys. And he also had seven sons and three daughters. The first daughter he named Jemimah, the second Keziah and the third Keren-Happuch. Nowhere in all the land were there found women as beautiful as Job’s daughters, and their father granted them an inheritance along with their brothers.

After this, Job lived a hundred and forty years; he saw his children and their children to the fourth generation. And so Job died, an old man and full of years. - Job 42:1-17

 "You have not spoken the truth about me..." Twice God hands out this indictment to the friends of Job. It is a bit strange, since from a casual reading of the first 40 chapters of the book of Job, they are mainly accusing Job himself of some hidden sin for which he is now reaping the consequences. But God doesn't say, "You have not spoken the truth about Job..." No. He said, "You have not spoken the truth about me..." About God. They said that God was just and God was all knowing. That seems fair and these are things we would agree with. So what was it that they got wrong?

I'm not sure. But they were sure insistent that Job deserved to be punished. They were sure the only reason that would lead God to act the way that he did was because Job deserved it. But we know, from chapter 1, that there was something else going on in the universe, a conversation between Satan and God and we know from those verses that God had incredible confidence in Job. They presumed that Job must have been guilty because their little minds could not conceive of another reason for God active the way he did and that he would act in a way to punish Job, the most righteous of men. Their little minds were boxing God in, saying that he must act in a certain way. They were telling God how he should act.  And God wasn't going to let that stand.

I think that a valuable lesson that I have learned is that God is very creative and possibly delights in solving impossible problems in ways that are (a) consistent with his character and (b) not thought of by even his friends. What God expects is that we expect God to act fully in character but not slaves to our pre-conceived ideas. We know he loves us and that he will act fully in line with that, but how he does it...well that's the genius of God. 

The Prince and the Princesses: Chapter 3

The next morning, all the royal siblings gathered in the bedroom of the youngest princess. They were very surprised because they found a very large turtle under the pillow of the youngest princess. 

"We have to do something with that...that reptile" exclaimed the elder princess. "Are they reptiles? Or are they amphibians? Anyway, we need to get it out of here before the king and queen find out."

The royal prince, who was wise in the ways of turtles, stated definitively, "They are reptiles. And I have a plan."

"What?" the princesses exclaimed.

"We just have to sneak the turtle out of the castle and put it back in the moat. The moat is big enough and the moat's water will act to keep it from growing bigger. The same way that goldfish stay small because of the aquarium where they are kept." he said.

The princesses were impressed. "But how can we sneak a turtle the size of an elephant" for that's how big it was now-"out of the castle without someone noticing?" asked the eldest, ever the practical one.

The youngest looked out her window. "Well, that's the moat down there. Couldn't we just tip the turtle out the window and let it fall into the moat?"

"You mean like a high dive?" asked the prince. The princess nodded. "No, that's too high. We're two floors up. It would be like the world's biggest turtle belly flop. And it would really hurt...hey, what is this turtle's name going to be anyway."

"Bob" the youngest pronounced definitively.

"Pfffft. Bob. He'll be embarrassed to just have name like that. Even dogs have a pedigree name that is grand sounding."

"Ok, fine. Beethoven. But I'll just call him Bob for short."

The prince looked a bit confused because "Bob" was actually a girl. But he didn't want to ruin the mood, so he just went with it, figuring that they could sort the whole gender naming and pronoun thing later.

"Anyway, I think she has a good idea, it just needs to be worked on a little." He rushed out of the room and came back with a length of fifty feet of rope. Taking one end, he fashioned a cradle with the pillow under Bob's belly and tied the other end to the door, the very same door they had use to pull the princess' tooth. Working together, they lifted Bob onto the sill of the window.

"Ok, go downstairs. I and your sister will slowly lower Bob down. Then when Bob is near the water, you cut the rope and voila, Bob escapes into the moat and we're good." explained the prince.

The youngest princess ran downstairs, heedless of the fact the scissors do not mix with running. Meanwhile, the prince and eldest princess slowly levered the turtle over the edge, letting out the rope by bits. It was a good thing no one was looking at that side of the castle that day.

At just about the time when Bob was a few feed from the bottom, there was a knock at the youngest princess' door. The prince and eldest princess looked at each other, but they couldn't answer the door without letting go of the rope. So they tried to be quiet, hoping that whoever it was would give and go away. Meanwhile the youngest began to work on the rope to let Bob go, even though he had a few feet to go, trying to get a head start on cutting through the thick ropes.

The knocking persisted and there was a muffled voice and then the same voice louder. The door handle turned and both prince and princess called out "No!" but to no avail. The door opened with a jerk, Bob dropped a few feet with a jerk into the water, the rope smacked the youngest princess on the head, she fell over onto Bob's back, the rope snapped where she had been cutting and they both tipped into the moat. People in the castle speculate that her dip in the moat permanently stunted her growth.

The Prince and the Princesses: Chapter 2

 Once upon a time there were two princesses and a prince (whose age was smack in the middle between theirs) who lived in a castle. The youngest princess lost her tooth with the help of her older siblings and, in holding with tradition, placed her tooth under her pillow.

"Maybe the tooth fairy will bring you two silver coins in exchange for your tooth." speculated her brother-the prince.

"Well phooey on that" the princess commented. "50 cents? That's pretty cheap considering all the work we did to get that tooth. I think the tooth fairy needs to up her game." 

Her sister-the eldest of the three of them, of a more serious disposition-wasn't to sure that it was a good idea to be complaining or else you might get nothing at all, but she kept her mouth shut. 

In the mean time, the youngest went to bed, her head resting on the pillow and went to sleep, dreaming of possible upgrades in the tooth payment department. Now this upgrade led to a debate among the the members of the tooth fairy union, whose job it was to dispense the rewards for lost teeth. Some wanted to give the princess what she wanted. "She is such a precious child. Should not the gift under the pillow reflect how precious she is? Why be stingy? We have the resources." Some wanted to hold the line at two coins. "Otherwise this will lead to tooth payment inflation. Today fifty cents, tomorrow fifty bucks. Besides, who does she think she is, demanding more? Losing teeth is one of the great equalizers among the classes, a common experience that binds all children together regardless of their socioeconomic status. The same two coin award for everybody are a testimony to that truth. Her parents got two coins. Her grandparents got two coins. Heck, Jesus probably got two coins and he had to spend them at the temple for his circumcision ceremony." The debate raged on through the wee hours of the morning, unbeknownst to the princess.

Finally, in the pre-dawn hours, nothing had been done and so the tooth fairy on duty was in something of a bind, because she did not want to leave the sub-pillow space empty. So she flitted around the castle, looking for something, but nothing seemed to fit. Finally, exhausted and somewhat despondent, she sat outside the gates of the castle where the road crossed the drawbridge to allow the tradespeople to enter for the day. Here arms were crossed and her head resting on them over her knees. 

In the first rays of the morning sun, she looked up and saw, resting on a small rock in the middle of the moat, a turtle climbing out to sun itself. 

She clapped her hands in delight. "Oh how perfect! Not two coins, but a small pet." She coaxed one of the turtles to the shore with the promise of a lettuce snack, put him in a box and started through the castle courtyard to the stairs which led to the royal princesses bedrooms. She didn't realize it, but the waters of the moat were a growth inhibitor. Something in the water kept the turtles from getting bigger, probably a magic spell cast long ago to prevent ecological disaster. 

She was just a wee tooth fairy and the turtle was solidly build with yellow stripes down the exposed leathery skin of its head and, unbeknownst to her, was getting bigger and bigger. The stairs were quite a trial, each one requiring a dead lift and a flip. But she persisted, glad for once for all those calisthenics that the tooth fairy academy had insisted on to give her muscles tone. Step by step, she lifted and flipped the box, huffing and puffing the whole way. At the top of the second landing, just outside the youngest princess' door, she collapsing to rest for a bit. The turtle was quite dizzy at this point and the box had acquired holes at each corner because it had been growing the whole way up, its legs with short claws sticking out.

By the time the tooth fairy had managed to get the box to the top of a step stool at the side of the princesses bed, the box was quite damaged and the turtles head was sticking out. The turtle was so big now, maybe the size of a terrier and the box was a shoe box. 

This created a new problem, because even when she positioned the turtle next to the princesses pillow and had successfully extracted the tooth from underneath and tucked it away, the turtle wouldn't fit under the pillow without putting her neck at an awkward angle. So she had to gently push the blankets and comforters and extra pillows under her, one side at a time, to lift her up to the same level as the pillow. The tooth fairy was afraid that she would disrupt the princesses sleep and waking the tooth replacement  recipient during the tooth exchange was a big no-no--seven years bad luck or something. 

However, the princess was sleeping soundly and snoring gently. After convincing the turtle to retreat into its shell, she pushed and pushed to it under the princess' head. By now, the turtle wasn't just the cute little green shelled pet that fit inside a shoe box. Now it was the size of a small sheep or a big dog, well on the way to becoming a giant sea turtle or maybe an elephant turtle. Not that the turtles was vicious (not of the snapping sort). They weren't loud (it couldn't bark or even snuffle). But it was big.  

But the tooth fairy rubbed her hands together, a job well done. "Exchange complete." And not just two coins, but a turtle--a magic growing turtle. So she left the princess' room to report her status.

The Prince and the Princesses: Chapter 1

Once upon a time, there were a prince and two princesses who lived in a castle. One time, the youngest princess-who was darling, precocious and very well spoken for her age-had a tooth that was loose. It was an upper tooth, just next to her eye tooth. In her mind this was a critical stage in her growing up because, her older royal siblings had a full complement of front teeth, having lost the most important ones which lined their smile long ago. Now it was her turn.

There was just one problem: the tooth would not come out, no matter how she tugged at it or wiggled it. Thus her smile was lopsided and, honestly, a bit pitiful and that was one thing she couldn't tolerate: looking pitiful.

Testing that tooth with her finger, the eldest princess--a cute, serious young royal with a wacky streak--concluded, "Yep. It's not coming out any time soon. Stuck there like a bad piece of bubble gum under the desk."

"Oh no!" cried the youngest, stomping her right foot. "That's it. I'm not going to be in any portraits and attend any galas then. I look weird and they are boring anyway."

The eldest princess and the prince--a handsome and clever lad--tried with no success to convince her that it wasn't such a big deal, but the young princess had a bit of a stubborn streak and when she was convinced, she was convinced. 

Sitting on the edge of the princess's bed, the prince sat deep in thought. After a while, he looked around the room, which had a high bed, dresser, mirror, a sitting area and vases filled with fresh blooms and said, "What we need is leverage."

"What?" said the eldest and the two of them had a quick head-to-head conference of whispered words.  When they were finished, the eldest grabbed the young princess's shoulders and moved her to the middle of the room. Meanwhile, the prince extracted a long piece of yarn from the knitting basket in the sitting area. Holding one end, he pulled open the ornate door that marked the entrance the youngest's bedroom, then tied the line of yarn to the door's lion's head handle and stretched it to the youngest's right ear, where, with a quick snip of scissors extracted from some vest pocket, cut it.  

The young princess looked on all of this with growing suspicion, especially when the prince told her to open her mouth wide "like a yawn" "What are you going to do?"

"Well," said the royal prince, in his best imitation of their tutor's voice, "The tooth won't come out. It is stuck in there like a green twig on a tree. We can get it out, but we need to pull harder. So we'll tie this string to your tooth and then your sister will slam the door like she does when she's really mad. Then, 'Pop!' it will pull the tooth right out of there."

"Won't it hurt?" she asked, doubtfully.

"Just for a sec. Like taking off a band-aid." said the eldest princess.

"Yeah." said the prince helpfully. "Or a bee sting!"

"You are not helping." pouted the youngest. Then, with resolve, she said "But let's do it. I want to move this tooth regrowth thing along so I am closer to my beautiful smile and less like a lop-sided goblin."

So the prince tied the yarn to the loose tooth, positioned her so that the line was tense and then nodded to the eldest, who stood next to the door. He counted "1, 2 and....3" and she slammed the door with the force of a hurricane. The line went taut and then slack as the tooth flew from her mouth, bounced off the floor, the desk, dresser, chandelier and her sister before finally coming to rest in a candy dish. The prince walked over and wiped the newly extracted tooth with a tissue and then held it aloft, "Behold, the tooth!"

It was only then that he noticed the eldest was holding her face, where a welt was growing red on her forehead. "Hey, no fair biting." she grumped.

"Ahhh, sorry." said the younger. "I'll get you an ice cream." she said, and hugged her sister. 

"Hey, what about me?" asked the prince. 

"Oh, you can have some too!"


 

Wednesday, October 30, 2024

The Tales of Fred and George: Chapter 5

 Chapter 5

Fred was green and long, like a rather thin piece of vine-a snake. George was wide, flat with dark green hexagons inscribed on his shell with beige borders-a turtle. From the time that they spent together, you might assume they were close friends. Yes, go on assuming that.

Today, Fred was feeling unappreciated. Even though he was a fully-grown snake, it never seemed like the other animals along the river bank noticed him as much as he liked. There were some, like Bernadette, the red racer who slithered from upriver, whom he would dearly like to impress. 

What could a snake like Fred do? Well, he could ask his friends. Or rather, his friend. Or rather, George. He could depend on George. It was George, after all, who had remembered his birthday. It was George who was always nearby and who was rarely-well, never, really-angry with him. 

He would like some more friends. Really, he would! But it never happened. They were polite, but you could not say that their relationship was warm. “Maybe they do not want to be friends because I am a snake.” wondered Fred to himself. “Yes, because I am cold-blooded! Well, that is sort of rude!. They assume that because I am a reptile that it means that I am unfriendly.”

He mused to himself, his tongue flickering thoughtfully in and out as he thought about his problem. “Why do people want to be friends anyway? George seems to have lots of friends. Bob and Chuck are always coming over to chomp on the greens and discuss-very slowly-the latest gossip. Why does he have so many friends and I have none.”

Then he had an idea. It was so simple really. “If I was famous or important, then people would want to be my friends so that, if I was famous, they would be kind of famous, too! So, how can I be famous? Well, what do famous people look like?”

He slithered down the bank, through the roots of the trees, along the rounded river stones that marked the river’s edge, to where George was sunning himself on a log. 

‘George! George! I have a question.”

George’s eyes were both shut, but when Fred asked the question one of his eyes opened and then the other.

“George, wake up! I have a question.” Fred asked, his voice so excited by his thoughts.

“Yes, Fred, what is your question?”

“Well, I’ve been thinking. What do famous people do? I mean how do other people know that they are famous?” Fred asked.

George thought about it. In fact, he thought about it for so long that Fred thought maybe he had discovered a new talent for sleeping with his eyes open. But he knew George’s habits and was willing to wait a little bit longer. Finally, George blinked and then blinked again and then turned his head to look Fred in the eye. Finally, he spoke. 

“Well, if a person is famous, he or she is in a parade.”

“A parade?” Fred asked. His brain was already full of ideas.

George stretched out one of his front legs, and then the other. “Yes, Fred. They get dressed up and they are carried through the people. The people clap their hands and cheer and they wave. That is what famous people do.”

“Excellent! Excellent!” exclaimed Fred. “We must have a parade.” And he slithered away to make his plans.

The next morning, when the leaves were changing color in the early sunlight, Fred positioned piece of wood so that it balanced on George’s back. Then he wriggled so that his head lifted the shiniest, glossiest leaf which he had made into a sort of pointy cap on his head. Then, raising his head above the ground he maneuvered himself, using only his tail, up on George’s back and then up onto the piece of wood. 

“Hup!” he shouted to George. George knew that was his signal and started to walk along the river bank.

“Hello, friends.” Fred called out to a pair of chipmunks who rested on the bark of a fir tree. They nodded their heads at him and he nodded back.

“Ho, Bob and Chuck. See how I am riding on George’s back? Isn’t it amazing!” Bob and Chuck were so surprised by the sight of a snake riding on a turtle’s back that they could not never speak and their mouth hung open.

And so they continued down the path, passing animal after animal. Some greeted Fred and it made him smile. Others ignored him and he made rude remarks about them. A few made fun of him and he pretended that he did not hear them.

But then he saw Bernadette. She was the snake with most beautiful red stripes down her sides and her eyes were like pools of infinite depth. He wanted eager to impress her, so he pulled himself even straighter and checked that the leaf was sitting on his head correctly. 

“Hello, Bernadette. How stunning you look today.”

“Why, hello yourself, Fred. I see that you convinced George to give you a ride. And what is that on your head.”

“It was George himself who told me that famous people often have parades.”

“And what is that on your head?” she asked, coming closer to inspect more carefully.

“Well, George told me that famous people often wear new things-things that other people don’t wear but later copy.”

“You really listened to George carefully. I have no doubt, my silly Fred, that everyone will remember what you did today.” she laughed. “They will talk about you and tell their children and their children’s children the story of Fred’s parade.”

It was at that moment that a fox scampered out from brush near the bend in the river. George seldom moved quickly, but he was so surprised that he jerked to the left and plunged into the cool depths of the river, carrying Fred with him. A few moments later, Fred came to the surface, spluttering, his tongue pushing drops of water away from his mouth. Fortunately, all the other animals had scattered and did not see him slither out of the shallow water on to the shore. They didn’t see his leafy hat all sideways and covering one eye.

“George! George!” he cried out. “Did you hear that? She said ‘my silly Fred’! I am so happy!” But George had swum away down the river.

The Tales of Fred and George: Chapter 3

 

Chapter 3

Fred watched George suspiciously. Underneath that calm brown and dark green turtle shell, he was sure that he saw a glint of pernicious intelligence. Then it was hidden again under the slow, deliberate speech and careful movements. George’s body was still, his eyes were closed and his neck, tail and legs were stretched out as far outside his shell as they could stretch. The delicious feeling of the warm morning sun on their night-chilled bodies was one thing Fred and George could agree on.

Slithering his striped green body across the shale, he took an inspection tour around George’s still form. His forked tongue tested the smell of the air. Nothing.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.” the long sound of contentment from George was so low, that another person might thing it was a snore. Fred shook his head in annoyance.

“Come on, George, wake up! Time to move!” Fred insisted.

George did not move.

“There are things to do! Don’t you want to see your friends Bob and Chuck?”

A slight tremor. Slowly, George’s left rear leg began to slide in towards his shell. Then the right. Then the front legs bent in and George’s shell lifted off the ground.

“That’s it!” Fred encouraged him. “Bob and Chuck are heading towards the lettuce patch. They might get there before you. Early turtle gets the treat.”

George’s head slowly, ponderously swiveled until his eyes could clearly see Fred’s long body and his head raised slightly off the ground. 

“What...did you...say, Fred?” George asked.

“Oh my goodness!” Fred almost slapped his forehead with his tail in frustration. “How can you be so calm? Every minute you waste here means a mouthful of missed munched lettuce!”

Eventually Fred was able to cajole George into motion along the narrow dirt path that lined the river bank. Racing on ahead, Fred monitored the progress of the two other turtles, Bob and Chuck and then raced back to report to George.

“They are only a few yards from the lettuce! You must hurry.” Fred matched George’s ponderous pace down the path, ever encouraging him to greater speed. But little changed and finally, after a status check, Fred decided that desperate measures were required.

In the seconds between the movement of George’s front leg and the time when his rear leg moved forward, Fred slithered under George’s shell, braced himself against the rocks that lined the path and lifted UP.

“Oofff!” Fred exclaimed. 

“Whaa?” George wondered as he noticed two legs wiggling off the ground.

Fred pushed, bit by bit, until George’s body was a right angles with the ground. With one final heave, George tipped over onto his back with such force that he continued to roll over and over, down the river bank into the water. George quickly righted himself, his head poking above the water and with precise paddling, aimed himself downstream. 

“Yes, yes! That’s right, George. They are just at the patch now. If you hurry, there will be some left for you.”

Minutes later, George heaved his shiny body out of the water onto the muddy shore. Nearby, two other turtles of similar size and coloration paused their lettuce munching and raised their heads in greeting. 

“Morning, George.”

“Morning, Bob. Morning, Chuck.”

Fred moved over to where the two were sitting in order to estimate the remaining size of patch. Using his long, flexible body, he lay down in such a fashion as to mark off approximately one-third of the lettuce.

“Ummph.” (Fred’s mouth was full of the green grass and other plants) “Ah..George, I’ve marked off your fair portion. Hurry. They might step on me and I would be squooshed. But I’ll do it, for you, George.” He paused. There was no response. “George?” Still no response. “George?”

Exasperated, he finally lifted his head up until he could see over the greenery that lined the river shore. Nothing. He could not see George. Finally, he gathered himself and with a glare that he hoped would warn off the other two turtles, he lifted his head higher. “George!”

There was George, less than ten feet away. He wasn’t moving.

“George!” Fred was alarmed and rushed over to his friend. “George! Are you all right? I had to leave the lettuce, but I think they won’t eat it until you get there.”

Then he heard it: “Ahhhhhhhhhhhh.” George was snoring in a patch of sunlight.

“Arrgh!” Fred rolled his eyes to the sky. “George, George. You’ll never get anywhere in this world.”


The Tales of Fred and George: Chapter 4

Chapter 4

It was a few days later that Fred, sitting up on a low tree plum tree branch from an old ranch, noticed that George was unusually agitated, especially for a mature turtle. George’s head was swinging from the left to the right. HIs tail was coming out of his shell and then pulling back in. 

Fred slithered down the gentle slope of the trunk and over to where George sat in the shallow water. 

“George, my friend, what is the matter?” Fred asked, genuinely curious about the green-and-brown patterned turtle’s behavior.

George did not respond immediately, but this did not surprise Fred since he was used to his friends nearly glacial reaction time. 

Finally he spoke, “Today is my friend’s birthday.” 

“Well that is great.” said Fred cautiously. “You are always good at remembering the important days for all of your friends. Birthdays. School holidays. Why, I remember when Bob was starting fishing school and you were the one who walked with him the ten yards upstream to the Old Pool.”

“Yes. Yes. Yes.” repeated George. “But today I did not wish my friend ‘Happy birthday!’ I am sure he will be upset if no one remembers.”

“Well, George, who is it?” Fred asked, genuinely curious. “I am sure that you have time on this bright, sunny day to find him or her if you start now..”

George turned his head slowly and smoothly until both eyes were focused on Fred. “Oh, Fred, can you go with me.” 

Fred hesitated. 

“Please, Fred.”

How could he refuse? “Of course, George.” he responded after a few moments. “Umm, which way should we go?”

George swiveled ponderously to the right, upstream. Then he turned just as slowly downstream. Fred’s tongue flickered in and out of his mouth impatiently.

“Downstream.” George ventured. “Yes, downstream. I am sure.”

So they began their slow, mismatched journey down the river path. Sometimes, George would enter into the water and swim and then come back out. He seemed almost graceful there. Other times, Fred would slip ahead, peering around each corner and climbing up every twig and low branch.

Finally, they came over a small rise at the center of a small chunk of land that stuck out into the river, forcing it to divert its course along a much longer path. Down in a clearing below them, Fred could see a few of the other river animals gathered under a low-rising willow whose roots were evenly divided between the river and its bank. As they drew closer, Fred could see the two other turtles, Bob and Chuck, as well as Bernadette and Chloe, who were other neighborhood snakes. There was even a family of river otters that had moved into the neighborhood for the season. And, of course, Oscar, the white egret was wading in the shallows.

“Well, here we are, George.” announced Fred as he and George finally arrived in the clearing, among the other animals. “Now you can wish your friend a happy birthday. Which friend is it?”

George, never one to rush things, stopped and looked at each of the gathered animals carefully, as if checking their identity. Finally, his gaze came to rest on Fred.

Fred was worried and he darted to and fro among the others gathered there. “What is it, George? Is your friend not here?”

George shook his head gently and then spoke with a strong voice and a measured pace. “Fred, let me the first to greet you. Happy birthday, my true friend!”

“WHAT!!!!” Fred shouted in surprise.

“I have been waiting for this day. I did not forget. It is your birthday.” George said.

Fred laughed in delight. “I forgot completely. But of course you did not, because you are George.” He shook his head, and if snakes could have years, he would have shed a few in the joy of that moment. “Yes, it is my birthday. Thank you!” At that moment he felt a little embarrassed because he had not always been a good friend to George. 

“I did not forget.” George affirmed with a nod. At that, the other animals shouted a chorus of happy birthdays and each came forward to congratulate Fred.

“I did not forget, my friend.”

The Tales of Fred and George: Chapter 2

Chapter 2

Fred was a snake, green and long who traveled like a moving letter ‘S’ George was a turtle, covered in a beautiful protective shell. George was slow of movement and thought, while Fred was clever but not wise. 

So it was that a raven traveled through their forest, collecting bits of twig and twine and bangles and jangles trailing and secreting them away in places only he knew. He was a collector, and often he would trade what he had for the new, exciting and different. Sometimes, he offered bright coins for what he had not. George chewed his precious grass, and meandered among the wide spaces between the forest trees. Every so often he would lift his head at the sound of the raven wings, and gaze at the black bird’s flight above even the tallest tree.

Fred’s eyes were captured by the bright coins. He had food, yes. His hollow, where he curled up at night was safe. But the coins drew him. He observed how the raven would offer them for what he did not have. It made Fred feel that there must also be something he did not have. Perhaps, if he had a coin, an entire world of glittery shiny somethings would be available to him. But only if he could just have coins to trade for them.

So one sunny day, full of the smells of spring and the sun which called the flowers to grow, he decided to bring up the topic of coins with the raven.

“Mr. Raven, sir, how do you do?” Fred offered, cautiously. 

“Quite well, sir. The light glistens on the tips of the grasses and sparkles on the creek’s current. It makes me feel sure that the world is full of treasures to find.” The raven shifted its wings and turned its glossy black eye on Fred. “Don’t you find this to be true?”

Fred didn’t know how to respond exactly, so he plunged on, “I see that you have quite the collection of shiny bits and bangles. It seems to be a hobby of yours.”

“Yes...yes, it is. I bring them out, shine them up, admire how light reflects on them, and then tuck them away.”

Fred continued, “But there is one type that is different. Most seem so admired. But this other type--well, you dispense with them so freely, even though, to my untrained eye, they are just as golden and shiny as the rest.”

Raven favored his other foot and seemed to inspect his wing. “Ah, you have seen the coins. My friend, these are the tokens of my esteem, for I only trade them with other--shall we call them collectors?--who have found the exceedingly rare item.”

Fred’s red tongue flickered in and out for several seconds, as he thought, because he really wanted the coins but did not know what would be valuable enough to earn the Raven’s coin. Finally, he ventured, “Have you seen anything here, in this corner of our woods, that is sufficiently rare to attract your attention? I could help you, for I know this land well, and perhaps we could arrange a deal.”

If ravens could smile, this would have been the time. Instead, he took his time and swiveled his majestic black head so that his eyes could take in all around him, as if looking for such an item. But in truth, he already knew what wanted. So it was that his gaze fell upon the slow moving form of George, basking in the warmth of the sun on a rock near the edge of the creek. 

“Ah, yes. I have heard that the inner side of the shell of a turtle, if properly polished, shines in a rainbow of colors. But I have not been able to add such a shell to my collection, for the dear turtles seem decidedly attached to them, if you take my meaning. Why, such a shell would be worth more than a single coin--maybe as much as two or, I dare say, even three.” With his beak, Mr. Raven extracted such a coin from the depths of his features and the sight of it filled Fred’s visions. It took a few moments for him to recover.

Now Fred had never been able to determine why George needed his shell. Certainly many other animals seemed to get along just fine without the shell. And it seemed to him that much of George’s frustrating slowness of movement was due to his having to carry such a cumbersome item on his back all the time. So it seemed to Fred that he would be doing George a service by separating him from the shell. Oh, and he would get the raven’s coin too! 

Slithering over to where George basked, he went straight to the point, “George, would you like to fly?”

“Fly?” George answered slowly, his head coming up so that his eyes could see the fine form of Fred fidgeting on the short. “Fly?” he repeated.

“Yes, George, fly. Have you never wanted to soar through the air? LIke a bird?”

After what seemed forever, George’s face lit up with wide eyes, “Yes, Fred. I want to fly!”

“Good, good. You just leave everything to me. Do what I say and you will be the world’s first flying turtle!”

It took the rest of that day for Fred to convince the beaver at the pond (for the price of one fish) to lend him a sturdy branch and position it on rock at a angle. Then he went in search of George.

“George!”

George was downstream a bit, just exiting from the gentle current of a wide place in the creek. He lifted his head slowly, looking around in an arc. “Fred?”

“George, would you like to fly?”

“Oh, yes, Fred. I would love to fly. Up in the sky!”

“Come with me. I can help you fly. The beaver helped me set something up for you.”

So George trundled after Fred, upstream to where one end of the log rested against the ground. 

“You just climb up here on the log. Then, you should give me a few minutes, but you will certainly fly.”

George climbed slowly up the log. He was no stranger to logs, since turtles often rest on sunny branches and logs in the creek when they want a bit of warmth. Soon he was ready, and called out Fred’s name.

In the meantime, Fred had climbed up to the other end of the log. “Ok, George, here we go!” And he looped his tale around the log and dropped. But he had badly underestimated the amount of weight it would need to make his impromptu teeter-totter to work. Eventually he convinced the beaver to return and slap his tail against the log and George was flung into the air.

As the beaver slapped the log, the one end of the log jerked down and the other end, where George sat shot into the air, pushing George himself up in a wonderful arc. “WHEEEEEEE!” he shouted in pure joy. 

Fred slithered after him, hoping that the impact would jar loose George’s shell from his back. But when he got to the place where George should have come down, a rocky beach along the creek bed, nothing happened. Fred scanned the sky, dumbfounded.

But there was Mr. Raven, cawing in laughter. In his claws was George. “Foolish little snake. Why give you coin when I can take this turtle for myself.”

“No! George! No.” George himself was unaware of what was being said, he was still so enchanted with flying. “I CAN SEE FOREVER!”

“Mr. Raven, you are a cheat. You take what is not yours.” But Mr. Raven ignored him and continued to circle Fred and taunt him, sometimes dipping down to come almost within his reach and other times climbing up near the tips of the pepperwood trees.

Fred scrambled back up the shore to where the log rested. Promising yet another fish, Mr. Beaver maneuvered the log back in position and Fred put a rock on the other end. At just the right time he shouted “Now!” and Mr. Beaver slapped his broad flat tail against the log, shooting the rock into the air. Mr. Raven squawked in surprise as the rock tagged him from behind, and he let George fall.

“I’M FLOATING!” George shouted (as loud as turtles can shout, which is really not very loud), “I’M SO HAPPY…..glub.” That last sound was what he said as he hit the water. But a few minutes later he popped his head above water and made his way to shore.

Later, as he sat munching grass and meticulously tucking each leg within his shell, he turned to Fred, “Fred?”

“Yes, George.”

“Thank you for the best day ever.”


The Tales of Fred and George: Chapter 1

 Based on stories that I told my kids

Chapter 1

In the forest lived two of the strangest friends you ever would meet. Fred was a snake, long and green and shaped like the letter ‘S’ with two dark eyes and a tongue that flickered out of his mouth. George was a turtle with a rough shell and a slow, careful walk. On some days, you would have a good reason to doubt that this snake and this turtle were friends, and you would be right.


One day, on the path that went through the trees of their forest, Fred heard people say that you could sell a turtle shell for money. He didn’t know about money, and he wasn’t sure what he needed it for, but these people seemed very impressed by it. 


“George doesn’t really need that shell.” he told himself. “He lives a very safe life. Everyone is his friend and he doesn’t walk fast enough to hurt himself, even if he trips and falls! Much better to let me have it. I think he will grow another. And I...I will give him some of this money they talk about it. A win-win situation.” So Fred created a plan.


George was munching his food near the base of a low oak tree when Fred found him.


“George.” Fred announced.


“Yes….Fred.” George answered deliberately, one syllable per chew.


“Today, you should climb this oak tree with me.” Fred spoke quickly, words tumbling out. “The view is better up there, and you can see all of the other trees and the pond and the stream. It is so beautiful.”


George considered that for several moments. “I don’t know….I’m not a climber.”


“You are a champion climber. This oak has low spreading branches. See how the trunk has fallen over, almost like a tree highway. Just right for a turtle like you. See?” Fred slithered up and down the branches to demonstrate how easy it was. “Just follow me. We will go slowly. And it is so beautiful at the top. And, oh, there are some special plants I just know that you will enjoy up there, on one of the branches. I saw them there myself just a while ago.”


George looked up skeptically, but he did want to see the pond and eat the special plants, so he cautiously put up one leg on the base of the tree and then another. Fred became excited and raced up the trunk, taking branch after branch until he rested on mere twigs. On those twigs he had placed luscious grasses and George’s favorite delicacies. When George got out that far, his weight would cause the twigs to break, he would fall to the ground and pop! His shell would come off. “No, he won’t really be hurt. That’s what the shells are for, right? To protect him from falls like that.”


So George followed Fred, turn after turn, fork after fork. “There it is!” Fred shouted excitedly, his tongue aiming at the pile of grasses. And truly, George could see it, and he could smell it, and he was growing tired with all of the exercise. His legs required careful placement to maintain his footing. Now he was as excited as a turtle could be. “Yum!” But just as he got near to the grasses, on the last twig, suddenly he lost his grip and his footing gave away, two legs on each side. Scarily, he was balanced on a branch, barely able to move for fear of falling to the ground. But that branch was sturdy, so George was stuck, but stable on that branch. “He needs to move just a few more inches, on to that twig and then it will surely break.” Fred thought to himself.


Then he tried to push, but all he did was scrape his scaly body on the rough bark of the oak tree. Then he crawled onto George’s back, and tried jumping up and down, trying to dislodge him or cause him to lose his balance. Oh, how George wobbled, and rocked until his stomach felt funny. Finally Fred crawled over George, on to the twig where the grasses rested and gripped George’s head with his tale. Then he pulled and pulled until CRACK, the twig cracked and Fred wailed “Help!” as he fell down, down down to the ground. The grasses floated down and landed on his head.


The second CRACK caused Fred to look up, only in time to see George waving his legs wildly as he too fell, but it wasn’t too bad because he landed on all that grass and on Fred. Fred had a headache, but George munched happily. “Thank you for the grass. It’s yummy!”


Friday, October 25, 2024

Hebrews 1:1-4, 2:5-12: Why Family?

In the past God spoke to our ancestors through the prophets at many times and in various ways, but in these last days he has spoken to us by his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things, and through whom also he made the universe. The Son is the radiance of God’s glory and the exact representation of his being, sustaining all things by his powerful word. After he had provided purification for sins, he sat down at the right hand of the Majesty in heaven. So he became as much superior to the angels as the name he has inherited is superior to theirs. - Hebrews 1:1-4

It is not to angels that he has subjected the world to come, about which we are speaking. But there is a place where someone has testified: “What is mankind that you are mindful of them, a son of man that you care for him? You made them a little lower than the angels; you crowned them with glory and honor and put everything under their feet.”

In putting everything under them, God left nothing that is not subject to them. Yet at present we do not see everything subject to them. But we do see Jesus, who was made lower than the angels for a little while, now crowned with glory and honor because he suffered death, so that by the grace of God he might taste death for everyone.

In bringing many sons and daughters to glory, it was fitting that God, for whom and through whom everything exists, should make the pioneer of their salvation perfect through what he suffered. Both the one who makes people holy and those who are made holy are of the same family. So Jesus is not ashamed to call them brothers and sisters. He says, “I will declare your name to my brothers and sisters; in the assembly I will sing your praises.” - Hebrews 2:5-12

 "So Jesus is not ashamed to call them brothers and sisters." It seems like an extraordinary statement. Jesus, who is "crowned with glory and honor" is "of the same family" as we are. Seems like a bit of a come down. He is God. He has done all this marvelous stuff like miracles and coming back from the dead. Then there is us. As much as I like a number of the humans around me and love some of them, I don't normally think of Jesus with the term 'family'. I certainly don't perceive him with the emotional warmth that comes with this term, partly because of the perceived distance in our relations but also because I have a sense that says, 'I'm not at the same level as him.' I am me. Just Tim. With limitations and sins. Why would Jesus decide that I am a good fit to call me 'brother'?

It reminds me a bit of Pride and Prejudice, when Mr Darcy must wrestle with the fact that he would be associated with a family such as the Bennetts. Their very name would bring questions about whether Mr. Darcy was the class of person he claimed to be. Likewise, by being associated with me, Jesus puts his name at risk. My background would bring questions about whether Jesus was the class of savior that he claimed to be. Why would he do that? Probably for the same reason that Mr. Darcy cast his doubts aside and assumed the task of helping Wickham and Liza Bennet and being around the utterly foolish Mrs. Bennett. Love--a sort of love that gives even at the sacrifice of reputation. Jesus has done some much for me, not just so he could tolerate my presence, but somehow so he could call me 'brother'. 

It is an extension of what he always did . As it says, 'For the joy set before him he endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.' (Hebrews 12:2) He didn't just love us. For him it was a joy. Whatever the shame, it is nothing compared to his love for me. I'll take it.

Saturday, October 19, 2024

Psalm 26: Courage To Do The Loving Thing, Integrity To Do the Right Thing

Vindicate me, Lord, for I have led a blameless life; I have trusted in the Lord and have not faltered. Test me, Lord, and try me, examine my heart and my mind; for I have always been mindful of your unfailing love and have lived in reliance on your faithfulness.

I do not sit with the deceitful, nor do I associate with hypocrites. I abhor the assembly of evildoers and refuse to sit with the wicked. I wash my hands in innocence, and go about your altar, Lord, proclaiming aloud your praise and telling of all your wonderful deeds.

Lord, I love the house where you live, the place where your glory dwells. Do not take away my soul along with sinners, my life with those who are bloodthirsty, in whose hands are wicked schemes, whose right hands are full of bribes. I lead a blameless life; deliver me and be merciful to me.

My feet stand on level ground;  in the great congregation I will praise the Lord.

Sometimes you find yourself in an environment which makes you feel uncomfortable or around people who make you feel uncomfortable just by being around them. We can't always control those things because of our obligations. The psalmist asks God here, in these verses, for him not to lump him together with the people around him. He says: "Test me, Lord, and try me, examine my heart and my mind; for I have always been mindful of your unfailing love and have lived in reliance on your faithfulness." He is living the faithful life, always mindful of God's presence and his love. I'm actually envious because it is a goal that I would like to achieve.

When he looks around though, he can see that not everyone is living that way. He sees the destructive lifestyles and the dishonest choices. He knows where these lead and he is afraid that he will be swept up in the consequences. I can understand this. Bystanders get shot, noncombatants get hurt, collateral damage happens. We stay close because we care, but we also get hurt because we care. So I hope to maintain my courage and my integrity when I see these things happen--courage to do the loving thing and not the easy thing and integrity to do the right thing.  

Tuesday, October 15, 2024

Job 1:1, 2:1-10: If We Want Understanding, We Must Live It

In the land of Uz there lived a man whose name was Job. This man was blameless and upright; he feared God and shunned evil.

On another day the angels came to present themselves before the Lord, and Satan also came with them to present himself before him. And the Lord said to Satan, “Where have you come from?”

Satan answered the Lord, “From roaming throughout the earth, going back and forth on it.”

Then the Lord said to Satan, “Have you considered my servant Job? There is no one on earth like him; he is blameless and upright, a man who fears God and shuns evil. And he still maintains his integrity, though you incited me against him to ruin him without any reason.”

“Skin for skin!” Satan replied. “A man will give all he has for his own life. But now stretch out your hand and strike his flesh and bones, and he will surely curse you to your face.”

The Lord said to Satan, “Very well, then, he is in your hands; but you must spare his life.”

So Satan went out from the presence of the Lord and afflicted Job with painful sores from the soles of his feet to the crown of his head. Then Job took a piece of broken pottery and scraped himself with it as he sat among the ashes.

His wife said to him, “Are you still maintaining your integrity? Curse God and die!”

He replied, “You are talking like a foolish woman. Shall we accept good from God, and not trouble?” In all this, Job did not sin in what he said. - Job 1:1, 2:1-10

 There are a few places in the Bible where God makes a choice and that choice causes pain for his children. In this case, he authorizes Satan to go and inflict sores on Job's body, contending that Job only liked God because God always gave him the good stuff in life. In the back of my mind, I am asking: what gives God the right to make that decision?

Well, for one, we do. When we decide to follow Jesus--to become his disciples--we give God the right to do whatever he deems best to achieve his--and our--ultimate goal--to become like Jesus. We would like it to be hand-holding and comforting, but God asks us to go through the same refining process that he asked his son to go through.

And part of this is that God will use how we respond to teach those that are watching. In these verses, in addition to Satan, it says that the angels were there in the throne room of God. God wanted to use how Job responded to teach the unfallen angels the truth about his humans. Were they really hopeless after they had sinned, or was their a path of redemption where, under pressure they would do the right thing. 

This wasn't just for the angels, though. We see Job's three friends and Job's wife around him while he is suffering. His experiences and the way he responded served to teach those around him about what was real and the way the world really worked. It was a painful lesson in life's classroom for Job, and his children.

It also means that justice--people getting what they deserve--is not what we think it is. Did Job get what he deserved? He certainly got what he needed--a glimpse of who God really is and what God is really doing. And that was a hard-won revelation--the kind of knowledge that can only come through experience. 

I think this is why looking back is the best way to judge our own lives. We want to know how the world works but fundamentally there is no way to know that unless we go through it--unless we live past it. We want the reward from God, but if the reward we want is understanding, then must live it first, just as Jesus did.

Thursday, October 10, 2024

Psalm 19:7-14: Betting Against The Self-Serving Answer

The law of the Lord is perfect, refreshing the soul. The statutes of the Lord are trustworthy, making wise the simple. The precepts of the Lord are right, giving joy to the heart. The commands of the Lord are radiant, giving light to the eyes. The fear of the Lord is pure, enduring forever. The decrees of the Lord are firm,  and all of them are righteous.

They are more precious than gold, than much pure gold; they are sweeter than honey, than honey from the honeycomb. By them your servant is warned; in keeping them there is great reward. But who can discern their own errors? Forgive my hidden faults. Keep your servant also from willful sins; may they not rule over me. Then I will be blameless, innocent of great transgression.

May these words of my mouth and this meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight, Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer. - Psalm 19:7-14

"But who can discern their own errors?" The ability to lie to myself and tell myself that what I did was for good and right reasons continues to trouble me even as it did in my elementary school days. To think that what I did was right and then to spend hours agonizing and then to spend days in remorse and then weeks in trying to figure out how to make up for what I did is a pattern that has been repeated many times in my life.

I have only found two ways to fight against this trend in my life. First, listen to trusted voices who question my decisions. Sometimes they are wrong, but they are right often enough that I am willing to take a second look. Second, try to proactively do the right thing the first time. Usually when I am lying to myself, there is an element of self-serving in my decision. So every decision that has a benefit to me deserves a second look to see whether I did it because it was right or because it benefited me. If there is a doubt, bet against the self-serving answer even if it costs me.

Wednesday, October 9, 2024

Numbers 11:4-29: God Lets Me Join In The Doing

 The rabble with them began to crave other food, and again the Israelites started wailing and said, “If only we had meat to eat! We remember the fish we ate in Egypt at no cost—also the cucumbers, melons, leeks, onions and garlic. But now we have lost our appetite; we never see anything but this manna!”

The manna was like coriander seed and looked like resin. The people went around gathering it, and then ground it in a hand mill or crushed it in a mortar. They cooked it in a pot or made it into loaves. And it tasted like something made with olive oil. When the dew settled on the camp at night, the manna also came down.

Moses heard the people of every family wailing at the entrance to their tents. The Lord became exceedingly angry, and Moses was troubled. He asked the Lord, “Why have you brought this trouble on your servant? What have I done to displease you that you put the burden of all these people on me? Did I conceive all these people? Did I give them birth? Why do you tell me to carry them in my arms, as a nurse carries an infant, to the land you promised on oath to their ancestors? Where can I get meat for all these people? They keep wailing to me, ‘Give us meat to eat!’ I cannot carry all these people by myself; the burden is too heavy for me. If this is how you are going to treat me, please go ahead and kill me—if I have found favor in your eyes—and do not let me face my own ruin.”

The Lord said to Moses: “Bring me seventy of Israel’s elders who are known to you as leaders and officials among the people. Have them come to the tent of meeting, that they may stand there with you. I will come down and speak with you there, and I will take some of the power of the Spirit that is on you and put it on them. They will share the burden of the people with you so that you will not have to carry it alone.

“Tell the people: ‘Consecrate yourselves in preparation for tomorrow, when you will eat meat. The Lord heard you when you wailed, “If only we had meat to eat! We were better off in Egypt!” Now the Lord will give you meat, and you will eat it. You will not eat it for just one day, or two days, or five, ten or twenty days, but for a whole month—until it comes out of your nostrils and you loathe it—because you have rejected the Lord, who is among you, and have wailed before him, saying, “Why did we ever leave Egypt?”’”

But Moses said, “Here I am among six hundred thousand men on foot, and you say, ‘I will give them meat to eat for a whole month!’ Would they have enough if flocks and herds were slaughtered for them? Would they have enough if all the fish in the sea were caught for them?”

The Lord answered Moses, “Is the Lord’s arm too short? Now you will see whether or not what I say will come true for you.”

So Moses went out and told the people what the Lord had said. He brought together seventy of their elders and had them stand around the tent. Then the Lord came down in the cloud and spoke with him, and he took some of the power of the Spirit that was on him and put it on the seventy elders. When the Spirit rested on them, they prophesied—but did not do so again.

However, two men, whose names were Eldad and Medad, had remained in the camp. They were listed among the elders, but did not go out to the tent. Yet the Spirit also rested on them, and they prophesied in the camp. A young man ran and told Moses, “Eldad and Medad are prophesying in the camp.”

Joshua son of Nun, who had been Moses’ aide since youth, spoke up and said, “Moses, my lord, stop them!”

But Moses replied, “Are you jealous for my sake? I wish that all the Lord’s people were prophets and that the Lord would put his Spirit on them!” - Numbers 11:4-29

 Discontent is a root of evil because it turns blessings into curses--and discontent has its roots in the pride that resides in our hearts. God blessed the people of Israel at least 4 times: taking them out of Egypt, feeding them with manna, feeding them with meat, and blessing them with Spirit-led leaders. They complained when they were in the desert, they complained about the manna, Moses complained about the people, Joshua complained about the elders of Israel. In each case, they looked at where God had brought them and assumed that there must be some mistake.

They weren't who they thought they were in God's sight because if they were, God wouldn't let the things happen to them that were happening. They became blessing addicts, when the effect of the last miracle had worn off, they had miracle-withdrawals and they complained that it was God who had made them addicts and that they expected better from him.

I think that I am also a complainer some times. I become so used to the comfort in which God has allowed me to live in seasons of my life that when it goes away, assume that the situation should be better or God should be better. Why should he do this to me? Why is this happening to us? This presumes that my or our comfort should be at the center of God's agenda and that he should be fixing the world so that our comfort happens. A while back I realized that soldier is not surprised when his commander asks him to do a difficult task which relieves his comrades or protects the people back home, even if he doesn't know how that will occur. If he trusts the commander, he does it. He doesn't look around at the other members of his military division and ask, "Why didn't God ask him?" or "Why did he choose me for this task?" God picked me at this time because he had a job to do and he lets me join in the doing.  

Sunday, October 6, 2024

Esther 7:1-10, 9:20-22: Changing Mindsets By Relationships

So the king and Haman went to Queen Esther’s banquet, and as they were drinking wine on the second day, the king again asked, “Queen Esther, what is your petition? It will be given you. What is your request? Even up to half the kingdom, it will be granted.”

Then Queen Esther answered, “If I have found favor with you, Your Majesty, and if it pleases you, grant me my life—this is my petition. And spare my people—this is my request. For I and my people have been sold to be destroyed, killed and annihilated. If we had merely been sold as male and female slaves, I would have kept quiet, because no such distress would justify disturbing the king.”

King Xerxes asked Queen Esther, “Who is he? Where is he—the man who has dared to do such a thing?”

Esther said, “An adversary and enemy! This vile Haman!”

Then Haman was terrified before the king and queen. The king got up in a rage, left his wine and went out into the palace garden. But Haman, realizing that the king had already decided his fate, stayed behind to beg Queen Esther for his life.

Just as the king returned from the palace garden to the banquet hall, Haman was falling on the couch where Esther was reclining.

The king exclaimed, “Will he even molest the queen while she is with me in the house?”

As soon as the word left the king’s mouth, they covered Haman’s face. Then Harbona, one of the eunuchs attending the king, said, “A pole reaching to a height of fifty cubits stands by Haman’s house. He had it set up for Mordecai, who spoke up to help the king.”

The king said, “Impale him on it!” So they impaled Haman on the pole he had set up for Mordecai. Then the king’s fury subsided. - Esther 7:1-10

Mordecai recorded these events, and he sent letters to all the Jews throughout the provinces of King Xerxes, near and far, to have them celebrate annually the fourteenth and fifteenth days of the month of Adar as the time when the Jews got relief from their enemies, and as the month when their sorrow was turned into joy and their mourning into a day of celebration. He wrote them to observe the days as days of feasting and joy and giving presents of food to one another and gifts to the poor. - Esther 9:20-22

 When you show that the relationship with the one can be extended to the many. There are many recorded instances in the Bible when the people of God are under the authority of the ungodly and the unrighteous, who really don't care about them or definitely put them in a significantly lower category where they can disposed of at a whim. But we also see that God sometimes places a person or two in the group near the authority to develop a different type of relationship--not as a member of "that" group but as someone whose hard work and dedication allows them to be trusted.  God can use this status as a "someone" rather than the status as a "one of them" to effect his rescue and accomplish his purposes. He did that here, where the King saw "Esther" as his wife and "Mordecai" as his advisor and servant rather than as a "foreigner" or "Jew".  When Esther revealed to him that Haman's plan to kill the Jews recast Haman's plan into something which threatened his wife and advisor, he was angry and it transformed his whole attitude towards God's people.

I think that we sometimes avoid contact with the "enemy" because we fear it will compromise us and our values and beliefs, or make us give away our strength uselessly, or enable them in their wicked ways. But the people in the Bible, from Joseph to Daniel and Mordecai chose to their best for people, even the people who qualify as "enemies" and by changing their thinking on a personal level they also changed their thinking about bigger issues.  I'm glad God didn't do that with me: "For if, while we were God’s enemies, we were reconciled to him through the death of his Son, how much more, having been reconciled, shall we be saved through his life!" (Romans 5:10)