I Wish There Was Another Way (Poem)

I Wish There Was Another Way

If I could start again tomorrow,
Would I have kept that friend
Or insisted?
Would I choose what led to regret 
And vindication?

Would I be a better version of me
Or less about me?

Would I let someone help me
Or be damned?

Would I
Or not?

Does someone care if I could start again tomorrow?

Let's wake up and find them.