I Wish There Was Another Way (Poem)

I Wish There Was Another Way

If I could start again tomorrow, 

Would mornings arrive grudgingly 

And evenings catch me off guard?

Would I be fond of saying, "No"

Or lean towards "Yes!"?

Would I dream as often 

Or get a little more done?

Would I pursue that  

Or wait for a better option? 

Would I?

Or not?

If I could start again tomorrow,

Would I have kept that friend
Or insisted?
Would I choose what led to regret 
And vindication?

Would I be a better version of me
Or less about me?

Would I let someone help me
Or be damned?

Would I
Or not?

Does someone care if I could start again tomorrow?

Let's wake up and find them.